I'm so glad today is Friday. This has been a draining week. Work and personally. I'm not in a really good place today. Honey and I are not in a good place. We have come to a point in our relationship where we either figure out how to move forward or go our separate ways. My head is full of so many questions and thoughts. I don't know how to even express what I'm feeling. I cried so much last night that my eyes were swollen this morning. I'm emotionally exhausted. I want to run away. Okay, maybe just go away for a couple days because we know I can't leave my babies for too long. I just want to relax, cry, sleep....just be...have quiet. Re-evaluate myself because right now I'm questioning everything about myself. Maybe I'm not a good person. Maybe I do expect too much. Maybe I have set the bar too high. Maybe I'm being unreasonable. Maybe I don't put forth enough effort. No relationship is easy, they all take work. A relationship that is long distance with children is hard. How do we bring our families together? At one time, I thought this would happen. I'm not so sure anymore.
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