Saying Good-Bye

I don't even know where to begin or really what to say. My heart is hurting this evening. I said good-bye to my blessing, and not in a way that is setting well with me. It was a way that I had asked a long time ago not to happen. But it did, and I was the one who did it. I've been struggling with saying good-bye for many months but didn't have the courage to do it, didn't have the strength. I had grown to love my blessing so my heart was constantly battling my head. I've known for a long time that saying good-bye was the right thing to do, the smart thing to do...but I couldn't let go. My heart hurts. This will take some time.