March 31

Maybe today is the reason I couldn't sleep last night?  Its not like I forget what today is, how could I. Nine years.  It's hard to believe that I have survived this long without being able to talk to you whenever I want or get a hug whenever I want.  You are with me always, through the bluebonnets I see in the spring or your recipes I make. And lets not forget the dreams.  I love when you visit me in my dreams.  Always with a message, even when you're mad at me.  You can still put the fear of God in me.  ha!  I never want to disappoint you.  I hope you are proud of what I have accomplished, especially as a single mother.  I miss you every single day and I love you so very much Momma.  Nine years too many.  Love and hugs always, Michaela Anne.